My So Called Life

Have you ever felt the walls closing in and there is nothing you can do about it. I find myself thinking 100 miles a minute about the things I need to do, I wanted to do and I have to do. I just feel like there is not enough hours in a day. I know that I have posted about this before but really is life suppose to be this crazy. There are days I have thought about locking myself in my closet and just sitting there all day long. Although that is not an option for me but I have thought about it. Maybe it is the pressure of the holiday's or the extra workload. I just know that I am not superwoman and I want to be. I want to be able to do everything for everyone. Then the walls come crashing down when it doesn't happen. It isn't the fact that I failed but that I was not enough. This is something I need to work on. I know this I really do!



I find myself stressing over the little things in life. Then I have days that I get smacked in the face with reality. I have a great life! I really am blessed and I need to be reminded of that sometimes. I need someone to say Christina you are being to hard on yourself.



So after a hard day at work today. I am snuggled up on the couch with my over sized sweat pants and Jason's shirt on holding my son while he watches cartoons. Life really can't get any better tonight.



Goodnight!