My So Called Life

I forgot what it felt like to have a baby moving inside of me. About a week ago I was like WOW that was the baby. Then this week the baby has been extra active in the evening. Sometimes I will feel the baby move 4 or 5 times. On the 28th we will find out the sex of the baby. I am super excited but scared at the same time. It is crazy to think that I will be almost 20 week soon. That means that I am halfway to my due date. I sit here and think to myself "How did 20 weeks pass by?". Then the anxiety sets in for me. I start things about everything I need to do before the baby gets here. I have been waiting to find out the sex before I unpack anything. If it is a girl then I will sell all of my boy stuff and buy girl. I have been waiting to find out the sex before I redo Logan's room. Everything has been waiting on next week to get here.



I am really starting to show and that is exciting for me. I don't know what it is about being pregnant but I enjoy watching my belly grow. I love to see Logan talk to my belly and kiss my belly. He is going to be such a great big brother.