My So Called Life

My brain is spooling with thoughts and emotions tonight. So I decided to write them down and maybe I will not be awake most of the night. Yes they are all over the place but that is just me.

Lucas will be 1 soon REALLY

I just enrolled Logan in his last year of preschool

Lucas will no longer need a bottle in a month

Why is it so hard for me to pack away my children's clothes

Will I always cry at every milestone

I am stuggling with parenting a 4 year old

I have been praying and soul searching for an answer on parenting a difficult head strong boy

My morning have been spent cuddling with my boys

Logan and I have snuggle parties when Lucas sleeps in

Will I ever have another baby or Do I really want to

Playing playdough is just as fun as when I was a child

Will my boys always love me the way they do now

I wish I had a date night once a month with my husband

I hope I am a great mother-in-law some day because some days I struggle with my MIL and question why

My car needs cleaned

My house is not in order but honestly I am ok with it

The dishes are not done

I enjoyed a nice hot shower for almost 45 minutes tonight and didn't feel guilty

I need a pedicure

Why didn't I plant a garden

Working 10-4 has it perks

I miss my BFF and hope that our schedules will open up soon

Starting a new job has not been as easy as I remember but I am learning so much

I know I have not blogged in awhile but for now I am spending some much needed time with family and enjoying what we have left of summer. I have enjoyed reading all your blogs and honestly don't know what I would do some days with out them.